journey of my pathetic life

ouch! uh! ah! erh! argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-04-06T22:44:00.000-07:00

rse cm nk maki2 sape2 nk kene maki call ak skrg!!!
slalu d lyn seperti sampah.
"ok!! ko kertas dok cni,xleh cmpur ngn tin n plastic.
always juz the plan B.

nape ak bitching ni.
emosi plak kn,man u kalah ke mlm ni?
kompem!!

it's juz unmotherfuckinghealable
bodo la entri ni.

The Desperate Houseboys

2009-12-19T22:45:00.000-08:00

Once upon a time, we were close share all most everything.
The laughs and most of it were the cries.
Suddenly everything change, don't have a single idea whats going on.Things totally change.
Kinda missed those days where i used to be the person that you would call and tell me everything about.
About boys that keep bugging you and all. How desperate and horny they sound,we used to laugh at that.
Your laugh,the way you care,the way u talk, even the way you answering your phone.Damn i miss them a lot.
Maybe i'm not that good in bed,maybe i'm a control freak, maybe my ego, maybe my i should move on.
Now i've become the boys,sound desperate and horny.xD
I just wish......................

the 1st date for dummies

2009-10-03T16:56:00.000-07:00

Selamat Hari Raye,MZ&B

Berbekalkn rendang,ayam percik dan sedikit kueh raye utk joji yg sebok nyusahkn mak aku masak utk die, aku pulang ke perlis dgn berat hati..haiz..sampi2 cni direct demam,lembik ak 3 hari dem..
smlm ade tourney takraw, ade sorg bdak yg slalu men ngn ak ptg ajk ak msk team die tp ak ngn kerek ckp xmo...hahaha ( padehal takut kene libas time tourney nnt,aku bkn power pn die nk gk ajk amende tah die tu tp ade gk yg lagi ayam dr ak msk.Lps ni mst die sedar diri n train harder. hahahaha)

For Dummies:
Klakar, rse nk kutuk2, nk pijak2 kepale die,simpati pn ade kat membe ak ni.Die ade kuar date ngn sum1 ni,die minat kat bdak tu die ckp suke perangai bdak tu apela igt kn die kat sum1 from die ny past la apela.aku dgr jela membe nk luah kn perasaan kn..hahaha.Diorg g Kfc mlm tu tp membe ak jem,bdak tu bwak membe plak die igt kn sorg..hahaha. Then bdak tu propose nk tong2 duit beli 1 bucket kot aku rse.Memandangkn kekurangan badget n plus sorg kwn die ni,membe ak pn say ok!!. Dlm Kfc tu ade sorg siamese dukung baby, bdak ni wat2 penyayang g la dukung baby tu.Membe ak dok la borak2 ngn mama baby tu.Then die punye sengal,dgn IQ die yg hampir zero ni die bly ckap ' Act ktorg nk baby tp xde mse nk buat,kteorg sgt bz ( ketorg= membe ak+bdak ni) ' . bangang x rse2 ny cmtu??? hahahha. tp bdak tu xdgr die ckp time tu,so ok la kn. Membe ak ni kdg2 ckp xpki otak, men suke ati die je. Die ade terlepas ckp kat bdak tu sumthng mcm tunjuk sgt die ni nk jd more than just fren.Bdak tu respon direct r/ship between diorg ni xleh lbey dr fren.Xrse nk bnh diri ke cmtu??.Wahaha..Then diorg borak2 la dlu b4 blk blik masing2, bnd paling bangang yg xpenah d buat org berlaku.Membe aku ni gi bgtau bnd yg die borak2 ngn mama siam kat Kfc,about the baby making thing.Xke bangang tahap dewe tu.aku tny nape ko ckp cmtu, ' aku sje buat joke je, die nmpk mcm openminded'. Then bdak tu direct ajk membe die blk..hahahaha. Dgn no fon pn xde,emel pe lancau pn membe ak ni xsempat nk mintak.Lupe nk mention, die bru knl bdak tu ptg ny,dan2 trs die minatkn..hahaha.

Kat blik die nyesal,terbangang sorg2 pk nape die buat cmtu...hahahaha.cite kat aku lak tu mmg silap la,mmg ak kutuk kaw2 la..hahahaha.Siap tny ak kalo ko 1st date ape ko wat cheng.hahaha.
Aku ckp kat die ( aku pn jarang nk 1st-1st date ni tp dr experience la)..1stly ak akan blanje la date ak tu sbb cm xgentlemen je kalo xblnje (kalo xde duit ak xajk die kuar hahahaha), ckp2 bnd bodo cm making baby tu xkn la, wat bese2 je xyah nk tjk sgt ko syok kat die ( konon2 la cm jual mahal cket hahaha) then mst msg 'i had a great time td' hahaha geli jek..Then pelan2 cucuk2 jarum n at the rite moment ckp la intention ko yg sbnrny,kalo die ok dpt la ko gf kalo x bujang la ko smpi tu.Cm ak rse skrg...hahahah

Membe ak ni xpuas ati siap search articles about 1st date,ade 1 article ni title 'things u don wanna do on 1st date'.Ade lima xsilap ak,yg bes membe ak ni buat 4 drpd 5 tu.Yg die xwat tu involve alcohol ke cmtu,lgsg die jem.Siap ckp cmni' Da byk kalo bnd ni jd kat aku, terlepas peluang la, slip of tongue la apela, jokes aku wat die unconfortable ngn aku la ( yela jokes ko nk involve pervert stuff kn mmg la jd cmtu)' hahaha. Pastu die jmp plak article 'how to recover from bad 1st date',aku mls nk lyn da then ak ckp g bnh diri la weh..hahahha

ngantok nk tdo....zzzzzzzzzzZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzz

birthday sex lolx (stupid song)

2009-08-05T17:03:00.000-07:00

ok!!!!! waktu tido aku xmenentu da...walaupun keletihan bermain futsal mlm td still xdpt tdo..mlm td best men court official,gle besar mati aku berlari...sblom men td jmp lak eng tmpt aku prac dlu,farah..die kne transfer g cni lak..pastu ade ke die ckp aku dtg futsal nk dating gle ke,sbb die tgk aku pki jeans bagai2(bru blk test kot)..die pn men futsal gk. ngn bape2 kengkwan die..wahahaha..then aku terpndang sorg minah ni dlm group die,die tgk aku pelik je,timbul tanda tny dlm otak aku,sgt hensem atau sgt xkacak aku ni?? tp aku cm bese la wat2 kacak je la..hahha tp die pn sgt cute shit,pki tudung lg pastu mke ayu muslimah je dem!!!(leh wat bini ni aku ckp hehehe tp nk ke org bertudung ni ngn aku @@)...act td da lelap,then dpt call...wtf!!!!2 3 hari ni PGL ni dok call aku 4 5 kali sehari,kat opis,blk keje,mlm2 cket b4 tdo,die xde bnd nk wat je mst die call...wahahahah..tp rse cm bes lak..hahaha..yg bes tu die ckp aku da berubah,da x mcm dlu da..makin baek die ckp,da xnakal..haha..amende tah,aku rse sme je..aku pn xtau knp,maybe sbb die bru break ngn bf die kot..sume cmtu time ade prob ngn bf bru nk cari aku,igt aku pe caunselor ????kene pukul la,dlempang2,sepak telanjang la,break bf xbyr duit yg die pinjam la..aku lak nk kene pk kat korg kn 'F'...hahaha..act aku xkesah pn,juz kadang2 ble aku dgr cite2 cmni wat aku pk 'adakah perempuan ni amat mudah untuk di buat ske suka hati'..da gado teruk2 nnt last2 baek blk ngn bf diorg2 ni..wtf!! korg xde otak ke???even blum kawen lg die da wat cmtu,esk2 da kawen ntah ape jd..setakat ni aku xpenah lg sepak penerajang pompan sbb aku xsmpi ati, harap2 aku xbuat la..(note: pompan adelah mahkluk yg tuhan cipta kpd kaum adam sbgi tempat bermanja,dimanja dan dibelai ok!!!! xD) wahahaha...xgentlemen la aku rse hit pompan ni,apela yg diorg ni pk..nasehat aku sng je,aku soh diorg blah je pegi ke pangkuan aku(amek kesempatan!! hahahaha) tp nnt ayat yg sme aku akan kuar 'u ckp senang la,its complicated u tau x'..kalo da cmtu aku mmg xleh nk ckp pe da setakat dgr je la keluhan ati korg...mmg time2 cmni diorg ni bru nk igt kat aku, rse cm peti aduan lak..dem!!..kene mntak service charge ni,diorg igt free ke aku nk dgr diorg2 ni melalak2,sedey2 (korg sedey aku pn sedey tau x T_T) hahaha...korg2 ni da besar panjang da kawen2 da pn hehehehe...pndi2 la pk sdri mne baek mne buruk..aku hanya la 'peti aduan'..xD

try2 nk lelap td tetibe terigt adek2 aku kat umh,then aku try la kire da brp..
kucing2 paria kat umh aku act..hahaha
1.titam (used to be my fav tp da xcantik skrg n da xreti dok umh)

2.kiki (used to be my fav gak mse die kecik2,skrg die kerek ngn aku F..nk mkn bru nk baek2 keji)

3.lala ( adik beradik ngn kiki,xcantik sgt tp die ske tdo ngn aku)

4.joey (mama ny fav tp kuat memancut wtf,ni ketua clan xde org leh kaco die hahaha)

5.ningning (paling penakut,xreti nk bermanja2 ngn org..ur lost xD..

6.ciko (all black n gay xD)

7.todtod (all balck gk n sgt ske nk mngawan wtf u ni!!!!!)

8.baby ( my fav!!! aku jmp die kat dpn umh mse tu ujan lebat..sgt kecik n basah kuyup kesian lak aku tgk cm nk mati da,aku bwk msk umh alhamdulillah die da sehat skrg n menjadi kegilaan kucing2 kat umh aku terutama ny titam hahah)

9.then ade lg 2 eko yg di buang kat umh aku,aku kasi name putih n cicak..

total up,10 ekor sume ny..rmi2 adek2 aku..hahaha..td tgk kat fb ade pic boboy tp aku da xjmp die ni..mne tah die gi..tah mati ke idup..boboy si kucing gle,attacking mode setiap mase..bukak2 mate die trs attack org..hahaha sewel tol...

dari cite psl sepak2 telanjang trs cite psl kcing lak,xde kaitan lgsg..hahaha
mateku semakin mngecil apabila matahari smakin tegak!!!! sgt pedih!!!sgt pedih!!!!
tetibe aku rindu kat umh kimak!!!! act. mama the best mum in this whole wide world..hope die x dissapointed give birth kat hensem good looking son yg mls nk blaja ni..haiz..aku kdg2 rse sedey gk wat die cmni..tp nk wat cmne,terlanjur perahu bley undur mls blaja ko extend la...hahaha fuck!!!!

arini xde air dr kol9 smpi kol 12 tghmlm kang,amek ko!!! kompem bau hapak jap lg ni..hahaha
kepada kwn2 yg nk dtg ke istana hinggap ni nnt pasti kn korg bwk mknn mak korg msak,aku nk rse lps ni xdpt da nk rse weh..hehehe..aku da pening pale cmne ni arrange umh ni supaye leh muat mahkluk2 rmi2 ni..korg g tdo siam je la!!!!!!! xD

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2009-07-08T14:30:00.000-07:00

5.54a.m n still cant sleep+lapar...

da 2 hari kat perlis...
brg2 sume lom kemas lg,tp pc da setup tu yg plg penting..hahaha
g men futsal td kol11,penat2 (hasil mkn tdo-mkn tdo slme 2 bulan kat umh)...score 4 gol debut season ni..hahaha
pagi2 ni terigt lak kat umh,slalu ade je bnd nk mkn tp kat cni yg ade ni air kosong je... T_T
ade budu ke sambal tempoyak ngn ikan goreng pn jadi ni,lapar btol ni...ish...sedap2..hahaha
1st time lps 4 thn kat cni aku rse cm nk blk umh,nape ek??semcm ni...ish
2bln kat umh ni mcm jadi,sum r gud,sum makes me feel guilty,worthy, selfish, stupid n rse cm aku ni keji gle..
1stly im so sorry, aku xtau nk reply pe mse tu n even skrg pn aku xtau nk ckp pe kat die...rse cm kene push,aku xleh la rushing2 ni..shud juz take it slow n easy,the word cant just simply come out or it will be just a word nothing more..lme gk aku pk bende ni,rse bersalah,heartless sume ade ni tp bkn bley buat2 feeling ni nnt unfair kat die lak...she's a great girl,cantik,smart nothing is wrong wif her tp aku ni yg da xbtol kot..die tulis mcm2 bnd baek kat blog psl aku n dat nite,aku lak tulis cmni..kejam2!!!! tp mlm tu sonok gk lagi2 lps bape lme x jmp kn mkn tahun gk la,igt2 blk cite2 time bdak2 dlu..haha..sorry is the only word dat cross my mind rite now,juz focus on ur stdy n make me proud n i knw u'll do..seriously aku xde niat pn nk wat die cmni..

2ndly,cuti ni cm all the old sweet memories are brought back to life..hahaha..jmp lak crush lme time skola dlu..yg wat aku sonok g skola n xnk serong..hahaha..klakar je igt2 blk..n hasil ny aku dpt 7A pmr..tq2..hahaha..tp xdpt2 aku couple ngn die time skola dlu..mst ade org msk line dlu,sampah gle ko cheng oi!!!! xD mmg ade curse ni melekat kat aku,mmg gf org gk aku cr kn..smpi la skrg ni ha,padehal pompan cm lg rmi je dr laki kat dunia ni...jgn esk2 ko kawen ngn bini org da la cheng oi,tp kalo rozita che wan ehem2..hahaha...xpe,buy 1 ade free gift..lolx

comfy oi!!!!ape nk jd ngn kte ni..kte special case ek??ahahah..rindu gk kat ko kdg weh!!!! fuck lak ai..hahaha..mmg nasib aku ke ape ni jd 'special' je dr dlu...dem..hahaha..gle lme xjmp,7 thn kot..naseb baek die lom kawen lg...hahahah

ade bnd pelik jd cuti ni,slalu aku ade g jmp my other 'special' setiap sem xpenah miss aku igt tp cuti aritu x..hmm..lps ni xde cuti sem da last sem ni kot,insyallah...hahaaha WTF xkn tmbh lg 1 sem,xmo2..lolx..

dah2 nk g mnd...LAPAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

TomTomBak...Jom Menari...Jom Menyanyi...

2009-04-14T17:17:00.000-07:00

helo abg...
helo...acu eh?acu ble blk? (aku gelak..haha)
abg mkn da?
da td..
mnd da?
da 2x kali da..
apsl?..
td abg men kotor pastu kene mnd lg..
acu,nk tau x?
pe?
atok kasi abg hp
nnt bley la abg call acu
hp yg dlu2 2,mse atuk askar 2 tp da rosak da cu (nada sedey,aku mls nk lyn tukar topic kag die mntk lak hp kat aku duit da xde ni)
mama ngn atok watpe?
tgh msk..
msk pe?
xtau..
abg accident eh?
aah cu kat umh wan saodah..
dr cucuk besi kat kepale abg,sakit cu..(wakakaka besi mende lak ni,aku lyn je die dlu)
abg jatuh basikal ke?
x..(die pn mule bercerita dgn smgt) mse tu kan,kat umh wan saodah abg g ngaji..abg men ngn najidad kat luar(najidad??bes fren die kot) pastu abg tersepak batu terjatuh..kepale abg kene kat kete..sakit cu (sore sedey..pdn mke ko,sape soh xreti dok diam...hahaha) ,byk darah kuar..
sape bwk g klinik?
atuk..
g skolah x?
x,bes dok umh cu...(pndi ponteng??)
da pekse?
da...
dpt pe?
dpt A cu...(dgn suare kerek..cis)
tipu...
btol cu,xcaye tny mama..
ape yg A?
English..(wah!! ahahah)
yg laen?
ntah?cikgu xkasi pn( cikgu xkasi ke ko men2 dlm klas)
acu,ok la eh abg nk g tgk 'Tom Tom Bak' la..bye cu (kurang asam tol dak ni)
weh abg,pggl mama..

~kene 2 jahitan ha kat muke,yg dr cucuk besi 2 bius rupe2ny..hahaha
~cmne nk jd hensem cm acu ni,da beparut...hahahah

amek ko!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-04-11T01:21:00.001-07:00

bodo la report FYP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

no wonder 'maniam'

2009-03-29T14:17:00.000-07:00

kol4 aku da terjage,igt kan dpt lg mimpi psl MNA cm ptg td tp malang ny tidak!!!! hahaha ko ni kuat berangan la cheng...td cont lyn cite bedtime stories yg aku terlelap sambil2 kunyah roti ngn "KAYA SERI MADU" then aku ngn boboy(cat kecik 2) yg xtdo lg ni usha2 la pic promnite aritu..boboy ni lak dok gigit2 aku,aku gigit ko blk kang.. xD..tgk2 pic aku ngn date aku tetibe rase bersalah muncul...aku yg seperti biasa selekeh n x pndai bergaye plus x pndi nk posing pairing dgn most beatiful girl that nite...haiz..mental down aku..kesian aku kat date aku,mst die pasrah jd date aku...dlm pic 2 la aku sedar n megerti kenapa kecik2 dlu,sedare2 n family aku ppgl aku maniam T_T..jelas ketara n nyata betapa hitam ny aku ni ble dok sblh2 date aku da cm taik cicak aku tgk...putih ny la hai ko ni...mlm 2 kasi die rose,1 umh kasi date diorg rose..badget romeo,gentlemen konon podah!!!...hahaha...malu2 gk la aku mse mule2 nk bg rose 2 mne penah aku kasi kat girl b4,1st ime ni..haha..

overall dinner mlm 2 best tp ade few unfortunate event terjadi:

guitar

gitar yg ko men sux cheng,xdgr ape2 pn..hahah tp mule2 2 ok kot aku rse then msk lagu 2nd out terus..lgsg xkene da,parah2..lgpn ni performance 1st ak in public,slalu aku men kat wak je..saje kasi die jem..hahaha

helpers

pastu time mkn,ade 2 org helpers dtg kat table aku tny name date aku..pastu tny aku lak,aku pn jwb la "ariff" then diorg tny lg skali "muhammad ariff" aku ckp..pastu diorg gelak2 blah dr c2,aku jem apsl minah ni..aku melayu la,date je chinese..ape da..

mlm 2 syok,gelak2 borak2,amek2 gmbr yg ble ade gmbr aku dlm 2 trs jd xsmart,men gitar cm haram..mmg bes nite ever la..hahaha..borak2 ngn date aku yg aku jarang gle ckp ngn die,walaupn dr matrix dlu da perasan die ni..

lesson from promnite;

guitar

practice more b4 any performance or u will sux on stage..hahaha

chinese cuisine

according to my date, a gentlemen will serve food for the whole table tp aku rse die da lapar then tgk la aku x serve2 die lg,2 yg kuar ayat cmtu..hahaha..kidding xD

chopstick by my date

buat klas chopstick plak,i la plg teruk xleh nk amek ape2 pn..haha tp bkn slah aku salah date aku yg xreti ajar,aku tgk die pn cm xreti gk je...hahahaha

gentlemen

bagi rose,bukak napkin,serve dinner(amek byk2 die xsuruh aku amek kn lg xD) ,try to be charming uweek!!!!!!! syok experience ni, konsep bgs good job pikolo...hahaha

later that nite MNA say sumthing, this time it isn't a dream ok..jeng..jeng...jeng...hahaha

"

as the conclusion, as far as i kn luckily no one lose their virginity that nite better luck next time guys..hahaha kidding...is a prom,it usually it happened rite?lolx

Ain' t this the best thing ever happened to me

2009-03-29T02:45:00.000-07:00

Td time lunch de org ajk g 'anjung keli'(tmpt paling puas hati mkn kat perlis,slps peladang xD), so aku pn layan je sbb 'my newest addiction' ade lolx. so aku kene drive cm bese walaupun kete org laen. sampai 'anjung keli' cm bese la tgh kebulur ni direct g amek nasi utk aku n MNA, utk lg 2 ekor 2 g mati la korg g amek sndr lolx..pastu amek lauk same2,tny u xmkn ni ke?u xmkn 2 ke? best2 rase cm xde org laen da dlm dunia ni,aku ngn MNA je..hahaha..time mkn aku tgk je MNA (she's perfect,im melting hahaha) sambil borak2 plus aku dok berangan je cmne la rupe anak aku ngn MNA nnt(jauh gle aku otak aku pegi wahahahaha). da kenyang diorg ajk gerak ke destinasi seterusnye,aku drive je mengikut arahan bos2 aku ni.dlm kete,the last thing in this world that i expected to happened just happened to me..MNA dok blkg driver sit n aku tgh drive..tetibe dr tepi side tingkap 2 die hulur kepala kat sblh telinga aku,aku terkejut..ish kenape ni then MNA pggl aku "cheng!!" aku pn nyaut la..then suddenly she throw a kiss kat pipi aku n kata " i like u ". aku pandang MNA padehal tgh drive ni cmne tah leh xaccident, luck kot hahaha.. aku cm terpinga2 xtau nk respon ape sbb aku da lme gle tgu MNA nk ckp sumthing cmtu..then dpt la sebijik kiss kat pipi,nikmat die berlipat2 kali ganda drpd sebatang rokok dunhill lps mkn nasi..hahahah pastu aku xpndang dpn da nk, direct smooching ngn MNA..die pny lips!!! aint like any other girls that i've taste b4 hahaha...sempat lg 2 tgh2 drive,aku pn da pelik da..da smpi destinasi yg d tuju,kteorg pn trn kete..lps aku kunci pintu die direct g kat aku peluk tgn aku pastu sandar kepale kat bahu aku..mase 2 la aku rse hidup aku ni bererti wakakaka poyo ayat..Tetibe ade org panggil aku "Cheng!!! Cheng!!! ko nk g x????"...cm suara hadi aku ckp...xlame 2 aku dgr plak "wak pegi weh, ko nk g x????" cm suare bear plak...pastu die jerit kempen FAMA!!!!!kempen FAMA!!!!! WTF!!!!!!!!!!! aku ckp bodo ny gemok due ekor..pastu baru aku sedar aku ats katil terbaring...wakakaka fuck hadi bear kaco mimpi indah aku,bru nk tgk mimpi 2 melarat smpi mne...hehehe...siap mimpi2 MNA ha gilo2,ape la aku ni...real life kompem x dpt da nk cmtu,dlm mimpi pn jadi la..FUCK hadi bear!!!!!!!!! kaco idup aku pehal... @@

@@ tension2 wat2 report2 @@

2009-03-21T16:12:00.000-07:00

tgh2 tension ni syok post bnd2 ngarut...hehe..td men game ha amek ko report xsiap2 lg..
xtdo lg ni da kul7,jap lg tarqi ajk g men beach soccer plak xtau nk g ke x..kompem lelap aku dlm 2 kang,rse cm xmo g je tp xpenah men beach soccer..

mai sengal die lak seronok lbey,jem lak aku..haha..SA ku ko nk hadiah ape??xreti tul la nk beli kn ape,kat mak aku pn last aku beli present darjah 4 kot..befday shida aritu aku wish je,xbeli pape pn jauh lg pn cmne nk anta(saving2 da ujung sem ni)..hehe..lgpn mst da byk die dpt 2,xkn dirasai la ketiadaan preesent dr aku..hahaha..(ok blk kat SA td,jauh da lari ni)bg thong kang,pastu suruh pki send pic kat aku,ok x?..hahaha...kidding weh,mati aku nnt ni...hahaha

skrg aku dok lyn ryan leslie je,lagu2 cm lyn..
feat fabulous lak 2 mmg style..haha

weh!!!! ROKOK ABES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
milo akan jd mangsa...hahaha
mne leh wat keje xde rokok..
da2 nk wat report lak..

XIEXIE lolX

Sumthing Aku Bace Kat Yahuuuuuu..

2009-03-20T23:03:00.000-07:00

So, are cheaters born cheaters, or do certain situations cause people to
cheat? Probably a little bit of both. Here are some situations that make people cheat:

1. Bored
I'd say this is the most common reason that people cheat.It's tough to keep that edge throughout a relationship. Things start off grand and then level off and then you both realize that it's still real life. When you meet someone else, that inaugural excitement of a new relationship kicks back in.

2. Dependence
At first glance, cheating seems like independent behavior. It could be interpreted as doing what you want, when you want. But I would argue that cheating is a dependent behavior. A cheater is dependent because they are not strong enough to break up with their significant other in order to get with the new person.

3. Confusion
Sometimes life or a particular situation can get to you. When the perfect storm of confusion is going on in your head, you make mistakes.

4. Because They Let You
If any girl ever cheated on me, I'd break up with her immediately. Forgiving a cheater is putting up with it, and starts a vicious cycle. That person who cheated may lose respect for you and might continue to cheat-because they know they can get away with it, because you'll continue to take them back.

5. Nurturing
If someone is mistreating you, then your first instinct is to get away from him or her. But sometimes it's not that simple-maybe you are raising kids together. If you feel trapped in a bad relationship, it's only natural that you will run to the open arms of a person who treats you well.

6. Revenge
This is quite simple- an eye for an eye. Cheat on them if they cheat on you. If they continuously hurt you or abuse you in some way, you do it to get them back.

7. Confirmation of Attractiveness
Sometimes when you're in a long relationship, or if your significant other is taking you for granted, you begin to wonder if you're still attractive. Perhaps, because you were out on the dating circuit, you felt more attractive when you were single. If you have an affair, you've proven that a new person can be attracted to you.

8. The Thrill
Some people just enjoy the thrill of cheating: running around secretly, risking getting caught, and creating thrilling moments with a forbidden romance.

9. They Don't Consider It Cheating, Even Though You Might
Relationships have that grey area, usually right before you become exclusive. He thinks date #4 is when you're "together," and you think date #2 is when you're "together." If you haven't talked about exclusivity, someone may think they are well within their rights to see other people, even though the other person in the relationship may not.

BE MY DATE

2009-03-13T23:26:00.000-07:00

WTF!!!!!! ko wat perangai lg ceng,gle ke g ajk cmtu..da tau answer die pe..skrg pdn mke ko..hahaha..ko mmg best ceng,baddget best...wakakak..fuckx100..xpela at least aku try..kalo tgk jiwe kaco mmg cmni,wat bnd sume xpk..bagus ceng bagus...haha..dota aritu smpi semi..wakkaka abes luck la 2,men sampah tp luck kuat..haha..futsal pn cm taik aritu,2 game 1st da best da men game 3rd cm hampeh..mental aku f gle..arini apsal tenet kat cni laju smcm je,bes je aku dld lagu..haha..jap lg ade rematch bowling aku dgr,aku nk tebus blk maruah aku...ahahhaha...tp nk g makan laksa lu umh kak huda..haha

hrmm je???? haiya T__T

2009-02-25T23:20:00.000-08:00

ptg smlm g men futsal lg,blk lab tkr baju trs g..huhu..aku x ayam mer 1 game 4 bijik aku score,pastu tarqi kuar ayat sengal die"aku dig out bakat ko ceng"...wakakka..sumpah ko sengal tarqi ..haha..kasut futsal aku rabak da weh,alahai taik tol la..smlm pn men terkuar2 jari..hahaha..man u ngn inter aritu,kalo seri 1-1 kat trafford nnt abes out la man u..hahaha..mgu ni otak aku letih gile,mental2...mlm ni kene gambling,release tension tp kalo kalah lg tension nnt..hahaha...dah2!!! nk blk ni lotih den 1 ari kat lab..

weekend

2009-02-22T06:01:00.001-08:00

Saturday

best2 g men futsal ptg,xpenah2 kn men ptg sbb slalu ptg weekend sume xbgn lg..hahaha..syok gle men ptg 2 walaupun aku score sbijik je smlm 2 jam..hahaha..peluh kaw2 ny byk kuar,bley penuh sebaldi gk ny..mlm td tgk game chelsea n arsenal bosan kat football corner..pergh..bosan giler!!!!arsenal ok la 10min 1st sbb arshavin gile smart men,rest of the game sampah..sblom tgu game manu g men snuker..aku kalah kn milo dgn sharpness aku n milo yg xde luck,pasrah pakmok...hahaha..kol1 the real football begin,manu mng 2-1..ronaldo's goal..pergh!!!giler smart la free kick 2 ..

Sunday

arini bgn2 je trs g mkn,xtahan weh da la panas skrg ni kat perlis..dpt oren bancuh lega weh..haha..tp aku lg suke pns dr ujan ujan wat aku rse semcm la..3 jam lyn movie 'The Curious Case of Benjamin Button'..berbaloi aku buang mse x wat report,ade part2 touching..fuck!!!sebak gk..hahaha..bru blk mkn ni,jap g nk g tgk liverpool kene gulai ngn mc..hahaha

fuck tarqi!!!!!

2009-02-19T00:14:00.000-08:00

hotak die soh aku msk 4x4 gile ke..hahaha...die igt aku cm die ke ha, gile ke ape???mmg la aku slalu teman die jog tp mane mampu weh...jogging ngn 4x4 laen la habau..aduh!!!!...tertekan ni,siap da tulis name aku ni...pasrah2!!!!! jap lg jd punce kompem kene kutuk ngn milo+si pendek a.k.a wak...fuck!!!!!!!sblom2 ni xpenah lg xdpt medal jap g time aku la kalah kn...ish!!!!!

answer:
a) train harder
b)ketat xmo msk
c)reserve or 2nd runner(sbb xpenting)
d)hari tournament tido blik org laen...hahaha

p/s tarqi habau,keji gile buli!!!!kimak!!!hahaha

SaLiva-ResT In PiEceS

2009-02-18T18:51:00.000-08:00

Look at me
My depth perception
Must be off again

Cause this hurts deeper
Than I thought it did
It has not healed with time
It just shot down my spine

You look so beautiful tonight
Reminds me how you laid us down
And gently smiled
Before you destroyed my life

Would you find it in your heart
To make this go away
And let me rest in pieces?
(Let me rest in pieces)

Would you find it in your heart
To make this go away
And let me rest in pieces?
(Let me rest in pieces)

Pieces

Look at me
My depth perception
Must be off again

You got much closer
Than I thought you did
I'm in your reach
You held me in your hand

Would you find it in your heart
To make this go away
And let me rest in pieces?
(Let me rest in pieces)

Would you find it in your heart
To make this go away
And let me rest in pieces?
(Let me rest in pieces)

Would you find it in your heart
To make this go away
And let me rest in pieces?

Would you find it in your heart
To make this go away
And let me rest in pieces?

Would you find it in your heart
To make this go away
And let me rest in pieces?
(Let me rest in pieces)

Would you find it in your heart?
(Would you find it in your heart?)
(Would you let me rest in pieces?)
(Would you find it in your heart?)
(Would you let me rest in pieces?)

Would you find it in your heart?
(Would you find it in your heart?)
(Would you let me rest in pieces?)
(Would you find it in your heart?)
(Would you let me rest in pieces?)

Adam oh Adam

2009-02-18T00:50:00.000-08:00

lawak gle ni...td lps lunch call mama,tny2 kabar sume pastu tny psl adam..aritu die msk olahraga kot 14hb aritu(befday die)..mama cite tgh smgt lari ni plus d pndg oleh gadis2 cilik kat skola die tetibe kasut die leh tercabut..tgh lari2 2 die benti dlu g amek kasut pakai ape sume baru lari blk...hahaha..canai tol la adam ni pastu blk umh kene gelak ngamok ni...hahaha..tp die gemok xkn mng gk 2...hahaha...

SiDiaDaAdeBlog???????????????

2009-02-17T15:00:00.001-08:00

zzzzzzzzzzzzzZZZZZZZZZZ.....no wonder la...

admirer?fren?scandal?bf?kazen?abg ipar?pakcik?BIGBOSS? hahaha maybe eX la..

i'll nvr knw,so what? i know nothing about her rite? talking appreciation...errr try to appreciate other people 1st b4 u even think to use dat word..sumtimes,(i mean this thought juz appear suddenly) all this time it juz a waste of time,money,energy w/o gaining anything from it although i like the feeling being close to her..argghhh!!!!!

solution:

i cant force sum1 to like(sedar diri lolx)
jogging(most effective healer) p/s mampu lg aku jog full circuit nonstop wlaupn da lme x 3 mgu x jog...hahaha
Dota(tp skrg mlm tdo awal da,penat jog lolx)
tepon adam slalu(rindu ni nk jmp canai lolx)

life must go on T_T

2009-01-05T16:02:00.000-08:00

kat perlis da ni,xde mood lg nk pi klas
mls gle ni,gambling nk plak...haiz
tp xpe bru pas mng 10hengget td,dpt cover duit kfc td...wakakakaka
cmne nk berkat..mmmmm
esk nk pi klas!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! come on cheng!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

streamyx sux!!!!

2008-12-20T03:41:00.000-08:00

kat umh ni ni tenet bru elok hampeh tol....seminggu xde tenet,hayah die..bes gle dok umh mkn tdo mkn tdo mkn tdo tp xgemok2...hahaha...result nk kuar da,ape jd aku xtau...kompem sampah...shit!!!! Nway Merry Christmas to all my christian frens...bubbye

FuckYouPieceofshit

2008-11-23T14:46:00.000-08:00

end of sem. ..cant wait to see adam,nxt year hes in standard 1..noty boy always get beaten by the teacher, cant wait to hear his mother tell me about that..haha...really mis him, he sure does miss me too i think...keep asking when im gonna be back, but acu is fighting for his future right now..lolx..wth..stdy pn malas..sumbody booked me on my birthday..haha.. wanted 2 celebrate it with me,says missed me so much..its gonna be 1 hell of a holiday i think..it happened again so what let it flow n c what happen next..but lately adik mye at fatin corner,7e,oftenly here..my curiosity about "kete kebal biru' doesn't settle yet...haiz...sum1 pls help me...hope y'all enjoy "journey of my pathetic life"..

p/s aku xreti nk edit kasi cantik blog ni,sape2 pls tlg ajar aku...hahaha

2nd last paper

2008-11-12T13:02:00.002-08:00

got another 2 papers left..so far life its all about dota,final exm,futsal and jogging...haha..what a life huh?..so boring,this is me..keep dreaming about @#$%^ izit i missed @#$%^? hahaha...argh!!!!!!!
why must this thing kept repeatingly happen to me...gth wif @#$%^, im going through hell thnx 2 @#$%^ very2 much..no more mr nice guy... but ppl say 1st true love will nvr be forget,mybe dats rite and thnx 2 @#$%^ thought me alot...

ramadhan

2008-09-03T04:54:00.002-07:00

da start pose..huhu
setakat ni full lg,w8 n see brp lme bley tahan record ni..hahaha
aritu kekalahan paling nyakit kn ati, 5-0 lwn sistem E...shit!!
tp aku rse ok la 2,kiteorg sme2 maen walaupn smpah at least ade gk bnd yg aku ngn kosmate aku wat same2..haha..friendly match actually is fun..hahaha...aku dribble 4 org aritu,hampir2 nk gol da tp lps 2 pancit gle...hahahah
seronok2,nnt lps raye ade lg kot game...lookong forward to get beaten again..hahahaha...

Pose!!!

2008-09-03T04:54:00.001-07:00

stupid..stupid..stupid thing 2 do...

2008-08-20T01:03:00.000-07:00

arghh!!!!!!!

what the was im thinking,shit....

mule2 igt bley la jadi kwn je without any emotion involved...hahahaha..mne bley dude,ko still got feeling for her..pastu g plak jmp...wakakkaa..lg la feeling 2 jd cm haram...and the bottom line aku tau it will be and always be heartache..so i,ve made up my mine, the less i involve the better it will be for both of us..so now, SINGLE_MINGLE baby!!!!!!!!!

mid sem

2008-08-14T21:31:00.000-07:00

da lme aku berjournal sbb tenet sgt benggong kat cni...hampeh..
kjp je da mid term,pastu pose pn da dekat...pastu raye,pastu fyp..pastu final..hahahah
xsabar nk blk ni,isnin bru de tiket hampeh tol...lambat gle..ish..
ade bli jersey MU utk adam tp xtau la muat ke x..wakakak
skrg got new addiction,its a secret..hahaha...

rase cm pervert pn ade ni..hahaha
the most important thing my life is getting better now!!!!!!!

regret..stupid!!!!!

2008-07-23T10:53:00.000-07:00

juz did sumthng that i'll regret for a very long time i think..
alway think about her but then thing aren't meant to be like we want it to be..
juz hav to be strong.....

weekend...

2008-07-20T11:38:00.000-07:00

mama da ckp ngn aku..huhu..
boring weekend dok ujan je kat cni..
slowly life become much better,i thnk...
miss talking 2 mama...xsabar nk blk ni...
heartache??..hmm doesn't cure at all..FUCK!!!!!!!
to hell wif other people,it will be juz me for now on..